Most frustrating of all is the desire to finally stay in love that takes place outside of love. "This time," I imagine, "I will not fall out." But things change. People. The Weather. It all changes. And why feel like this? Shouldn't this feeling be enough to change things? I can't tell.
Why can't I convince you to come upstairs, and why is it so important? Clearly, you are quite evil because you will not sleep with me today. "I hate you," I think. Then, that empty feeling does not go away. Eight in the evening and midnight and I am and four in the morning and I am.
Why can't I convince you to come upstairs, and why is it so important? Clearly, you are quite evil because you will not sleep with me today. "I hate you," I think. Then, that empty feeling does not go away. Eight in the evening and midnight and I am and four in the morning and I am.
I'm sorry, cat. I love you. :(
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