Why am I so stupid?


I don't know why I am so stupid (if I did, I would have titled this "Why I am so stupid").

Here are some stupid things I have done. I don't know why I do or did any of them:

I check books out from my university's library and then wait until they are late to renew them. Even though I can renew them online, or by phone. I don't know why I do this. I also have at least 25 books on my bookshelf right now that I need to read. So dumb. So dumb. So dumb.

I ride my bike as fast as I can and then become upset when I feel tired later. I stay up until four in the morning and then get pissed off when I sleep in late.

I submit my poems to journals knowing they will not be published. Fuuuuuuuck